I was twittering after i got home from class and stumble upon this quote
"Do not spoil what you have by desiring what you have not; remember that what you now have was once among the things you only hoped for."
a slap across the face again...i realise that i need a good slap of reality once in a while...no...i need it often i guess..i know that i have a lot to be grateful of but with the problems that im facing makes me forget how lucky i am sometimes...
i only look on the surface..never get into the small small details that should make me happy...i have a beautiful family that alway supported me..friends that loves me...a career that most people wish they could have and the sweetest boyfriend that i always wanted...
i always complain about distance makes everything hard...i wish my Lionfish could be with me most of the time...i need a companion. i never had a long distance relationship before and i have never believed in them. but now i have no choice but to wish and make it happen no matter what. but when we talk about fate and future..that is beyond my control and the higher power always have His plan installed for us regardless how good our plan was.
Even though i know deep down inside there a little voice inside of me saying that its only temporary and its really2 impossible..i cant help holding on to the insane part of me that believe if we try and want it bad enough, God will listen.
And maybe..if it doesn't work out its just not meant to be. Theres always a reason for everything..i always learn it the hard way...but i know the presence of the people in my life are all my 'Living Gurus'. Each and everyone of them thought me about love and life and how to live it...
I'm blessed for the unique life that im living in...i know im no ordinary citizen of the world...so are u!!! Be proud that u're different....indulge in the fact that u are unique...embrace the truth that we are special....
xoxo
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