my 1st Eid with mu lionfish was nice...close to perfect if it wasnt for the travelling and his knees went bad again.He was perfect at my family's lunch..if only i werent too paranoid about the whole thing...(smack me in the head!)Spending 2 days with him was beautiful...i do wish to spend more time with him though...well...i was a bit disappointed with myself for not spending enough time with my parents though...
i am touched by his plans and effort to come down n spend time with me in kl...he spent a lot...we had feasts of food each time..hek hek hek...well Malaysian style!!!we're happy when we full and we will make sure our guest is full as well..hek hek hek...
when he talked about plans and future...it actually worries me...i dont wanna listen to more plans...i just want execution..thats all....i just need action..no more empty talks...no point..we talk too much i guess...its time to see some results...im not saying that im dont have the patience but i just wanna enjoy this relationship and wishing that there will be no disappointment again...1st it was Tioman...n i dunno whether theres gonna be another one again...i have got my heart broken one too many time...its time to enjoy the ride...enough struggling,..too tired to go on...
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