While i wait...

while waiting for the aircraft a thought cross over my mind...
apart from being grateful and happy...while do i still have this emptiness in my heart....
i know Didi would definitely say that i think too much and would love to smack the
back of my head if she could...maybe when i think of my surrounding and all the things
that have evolved around me..i felt left behind and somewhat left out...
im 28 and im still struggling with my job...acnes and still a burden to my parents...
what went wrong? i know that the failure to plan is a plan to failure...but i tried planning
and it didnt work. i strive and strive and strive...yet still...im stagnant..back to where i started.
the clock is ticking...im getting older by the minute....why is it so hard to progress in life?
maybe its just the festive season..or maybe its the hormone pills talking...or maybe i should
pay extra attention to it...coz i have been asking this question far too often...